it hurts too much to write anything at the moment. so far i’ve just been writing down how i feel every time i feel like i’m going to lose it, just little odds and ends and extensions of feelings, and that’s helping me a bit. hopefully soon once i’m able to process things better and not so shell-shocked i’ll be able to feel creative again.
yesterday i cooked two meals for myself and cut my hair and today i took a shower and ate breakfast and brushed my teeth. idk what that means but both seem like steps in a normal direction